A GOOD QUESTION

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? Maybe.. because there wasn't any someone in the first place... no crush no likes no loves....haha

a Xmas i don't wanna remember

THANK GOD!! She is fine. This is suppose to be a double happy day... but at the same time a shocking and tired day. My grandma was unwell. Very unwell. I tot i almost lost her. We prayed. I prayed . Everyone was praying hard, tears was streaming down my face... on almost everyone else's ... Ambulance came and i went with it. It was a tough fight. But she won. Our prayers heard and answered. Thank you.

Pour My Love On You

I don't know how to say exactly how i feel / And I can't begin to tell You what Your love has meant / I'm lost for words / Is there a way to show the passion in my heart? / Can I express how truly great I think You are? / My dearest Friend / Lord, this is my desire / To pur my love on you . Like oil upon Your feet / Like wine for You to drink / like water from my heart / I pour my love on You / If praise is like perfume / I'll lavish mine on You / Till every drop is gone / I'll pour my love on You

Surprise! Surprise?

The day i got a lee hwa jewellery gift frm fp? sapphire eaarrings? hmm....?

Do you like yourself?

The question is : do u like yourself? Do u? and u? and U? some times i hate myself.... i hated everything that happens in my life.... i hated the sheep in me.. hiding the lion in me.. I want to love myself,,, trust me.. i really do... so that i can allow ppl to love me... but unforseen circumstances forbade me..... i hate it.. i hate u ... i hate all of u out there who sees me thru the shattered colour glass bits... i m really tired.... really... sick of it.... sick of life...... i m really starting to hate it.. hate u... hate everything... i m like a slave to u??? I M ONLY HUMAN...... and so do u.... ur mistakes can be forgiven and solved.... *silently.... whereas for my hiccups... scareaming and shouting and throwing tantrum and throwing of things and hammering me and slamming ur stuffs is the solution to u .... I DONT THINK this is justifiyable to me as well. Dont wear a big tall hat if u do not have one BIG head my dear,... ur making me miserable.... like u i have only one brain(perhaps smaller), two eyes(smaller) , two ears(maybe a lil deaf at times, and have special ability where it does selective listening), 2 hands(perhaps slower) and 2 legs( tired and weak) ... u try to do what i do and ur already complaining..... asking me to be more effective? SO what makes u think that i can do it faster than u do?? for the hrs u spent every minute is kaching~kaching~ BUT for me?? Y m i doing all this for? lemme tell u .... bcause i have the attidtude... i m responsible....i try to believe to see and not to see tyo believe.. but everything that has happened and is happening... makes me draw myself away from it..i really doubt i can hold on any longer..... dear angels... pls help me.... and thanks for all the help that i received from u all whenever i need it.

Just Like Heaven

my personal Movie review: "one of the best, a god-sent " i love it.. its so amazing. Fabulous. it is kinda brought me to a new level in my thoughts. i particularly like the part... when lizzie was finally sitting down *after her 'death'* that when she started thinking back, all that makes up of her memories of her life is nothing but work work work..... i dont wish this same thing to happen to me too...... but the differense is that she is a sucess doc... whereas i m a N-U-T-I stands for not-up-to-it PA....haiz...anyway ... today i was at Lifebookshop.. saw this wall plaque which i really like.. it attracts me... but itz $35.90... quite ex.. so still thinking abt it. its the only one with the angel..... on a cross..........

ADIDAS GOLD

yeayea... i got a prezzie frm Sydney... from my monstrous BOSS.. lol... hahha a glamourous gold diamon studded shoe jewellery or what they call it... he call me from sydney to tell me.. it suits me.. yea... it suits me RIGHT.... oh yah.. i also went to get 2 pairs of glasses which cost me $230. VERy cool... retro? itz plastic.... as for the colours.. i shall keep mumm... till we meet... i wanna make u fall in love with................................................... the new me!! yeahyeahyeah... i think i am craxy...... have been splurging.... RETAIl Therapy... my gosh... oh yah... I WANNA watch the all about love starring Andy Lau wan... and also coming up.. Just Like Heaven.. who would like to be the honoured one? or honoured Grp? and i m currently busy with this particular book that caught my attention amongst the sea of books in Sans bookstore...... << Mister God, this is Anna>> i love it... although i m hardly halfway there.... heee.... today is so bored... my dearest khakis.... alll overseas.... all havin fun.. they left me... alone in this dark cold CAVE..... with a monstrous active volcano.... who knoes when it will erupt again....... and a whole lump of sh*t waiting for me to clear.... YIKEs...... i need u .... u there?

Never Cleaner

i have never felt cleaner than today... i pratically went to the showers for 4 times....... i broke my record..... norally itz twice a day... feell like my skin is peeling... hahah

Tian Guo De Jie Ti

I love this show... this korean dramas.. although i only started watching from the middle... have been catching every episode ever since... but one thing i can nv understand is y muz the female lead alwasy tearing.... and i mean ALWAYS... cry baby?? haiyo... but the romance btween the 2 leads is sooo romaantic... once again... itz only a fairy tale... only a soap opera/... drama.... hahah okko .. muz wake up my idea.. like what my boss lieks to tell me..,,, think my lil cousin is turning me into MIAN BAO CHAO REN.... she is simply feeding me with bread every now and then... yikessss... HELp!!!!!!!!! Haven been doing a lot of readings on angels .... increasing my knowlede.... hehe ...... lalalalla hmm.. my friend was telling me the other day that i m still living in my own world... placing barricades surrounding my world not allowing anyone any love to enter my world... yeah.... itz not easy to fight ya way to my world... try it ... (at leeast till now i have not found one person who got that kinda patience and determination to do so...... so where are u my princE??)